i wish i had cancer

Controversial 'I wish I had breast cancer' campaign creator on why charities have a duty to be bold | The DrumI wish I had cancer. I got tired of life. I wish I had cancer. Just tired of life I'm so tired of life. 32 years of nothing but pain. I always try to do the right thing " hook me up. I'm angry and sad that people who break the law and hurt others always win. My mother died two months ago and left me alone. No friends or family. The best way to describe my current life without my mother is "solute confinement with work release." Now I know why people in isolation go crazy. There's nothing that makes me happy anymore. Before I get the same old "get a hobby, go to the gym" bullcrap. I just got out there to get hurt once more. What you never hear when someone tells you to change is that it's not real and you'll never be happy if you're not your real me. In the background I would like to have some terminal illness like cancer. No one would care or miss me. Before you say that it's not true... You want to laugh? I'm so alone that even the scammers don't even call me about my "lost cars 5 months." My pain runs so deep that it's hard to follow. No, I'm not suicidal or any threat to myself or others. But if I was diagnosed with a terminal disease, then I wouldn't go to any treatment. Call Hospice and let me die there. At least he would die around people pretending to take care of. I read your post slowly, and I took everything you had to say. Although I am aware that writing your thoughts can help, I also realize that there is nothing someone can say to make you feel better. But here we are, so I'll write something anyway. I lost a little sister (my only brother) a long time ago. We were best friends. She was beautiful, and being in my life, she was the most beautiful thing of me. I've always had a hard time with confidence and self-esteem, so when he died I lost my rock, so to speak. Since then I have spiraled into the hatred and depression of oneself over the last 19 years. I'm not very attractive, introverted, and I honestly think I might be on the spectrum. I lose myself in alcohol and video games and melodic death metal when I can. I'm ready to go. There's nothing left for me in this reality except my mother, so I can't consider suicide, even though I often think about it. We'll all have our day to die, and I hope you can be in peace knowing that it will come one day. He'll come, and there's nothing you can do no matter how bad you want, or how terrified you are of it. Until then, maybe you can distract yourself like me. Try to find beauty somewhere. It's not astronomy. Reveal yourself in the incredible universe we live in. Create art if you can. Let the music you love be a little comfort. I heard you and I heard you. Thanks for sharing your situation. I feel like you, but otherwise. At least you have someone. I don't have anyone. Every day is another day in hell. There are so many different things I've tried to change my life but I end up miserableer than before. Death would be a relief in a way. Knowing my luck, I'll live to be 100 where I can't even breathe on my own. Please don't want cancer on yourself. I work with people who would literally kill to be healthy again every day. Seeing them that the struggle breaks my heart I have been suffering even before I was born. My mother's pregnancy was a happy moment. My life has been very painful. Cancer would be another kick in the ass. That's weird. I was thinking of this myself about me the other day. Cancer gives her a slow and painful death. There's nothing to want and life isn't slow and painful? I can't sit here and pretend I know exactly where you came from, but I'm very familiar with the feeling you have. I always feel like I'm out of my way for people, putting others in front of myself, making sacrifices, but at the end of the day most people in my life could care less about me and the idea that there's nothing I can do to change it and why it's just that I start getting frustrated even more. It's a fucking feeling. Try to focus on yourself. Try to exercise more, it'll put you in a better mood. Listen to some good music and maybe see a therapist. I've been seeing a therapist lately and I feel like it really helped me put things in perspective. Many times it has to do with changing our perceptions about life and generally the people around us. And believe me you don't want any cancer or something that ends your life prematurely because you're convinced your life won't get better. I've talked to a lot of people who had this mentality and who actually had some form of cancer, have a near-death experience or a failed suicide attempt and I think that once most people are really in the mentality of "holy shit....this is all" and then you live... like it changes you a little. I hope you feel better, man. Imagine you have cancer? Wouldn't you want to be where you are now? Nothing is better than where I am now. I just want a quick death in your dream. Cancer over a miserable life is too much. Yeah, most people are shit and that's what's so depressing. It gets worse than you do too. I'm 30 years old. Older people in general are waiting for people to move away. I tried the medication. He didn't help at all. He only gave me stomach cramps and shit. Exercise? I guess you didn't read my post. Why do you come here from all places to intimidate people with cruel jokes? We take care of every day of better people than you. You'll have more fun somewhere else. MembersOnline

Living with Cancer: What I want them to tell MeWe ask several people who live with cancer to tell us what they want someone to tell them before they start receiving treatment. "I would like someone to have told me earlier about the importance of getting a second opinion at a school of academic cancer. I was worried that my medical team at my home hospital will be offended if I look for a second opinion. Since then I have learned that they would have received a second opinion." — Janet Freeman-Daily. Follow her and visit "This is a tough one. I'm not sure what I wish I had been said. I have found that we all have different emotional needs and ways to navigate through this kind of experience. Whatever you tell a person, it's possible someone else won't listen. The most important part for me is to concentrate on one day at a time. Making the most of that day, keeping my chin, trying to enjoy the good things, and trying to find the humor I can in the bad." — Mandi Hudson. Follow her and visit "I wish someone would have told me how long it would be to explain my cancer to people. Treatment is often different for metastatic breast cancer, and also its effects. That means I don't look like a cancer patient, so people often think I should be getting better. It is uncomfortable on both sides of the conversation when I explain that aggressive treatment is usually used with curative intent, when a disease could still be eradicated. In fact, many people don't realize that not all cancer can be cured. When I explain, people often try to cut me, telling me not to be negative, as if denying the reality of my illness could protect me somehow. I'm an incredibly positive, optimistic person, but wishing won't make my cancer go any longer than it will make everyone understand what it means to be incurable. So much to explain is exhausting." — Teva Harrison. Follow her and visit "Take all the opportunities to laugh at her situation. It takes time, but some of these things will be so ridiculous that it's fun. (The food is good too... give it all.) You see, the thing is, this horrible situation is your life right now, and no matter how it ends, you have it right now. Pass your 'right now' by laughing and loving as much as possible. It will inevitably change the way you experience cancer for the better, because how you experience this depends to a large extent on you. If you leave it, if you seek it, this experience can change your life for the better." — Heather Lagemann. Follow her and visit "I wish someone would have honestly and thoroughly told me how much collateral damage could, and, in my case, the result of cancer treatment. My doctors did not tell me about the potential scope and longevity of cancer-related fatigue, scar tissue, and pain of surgery and radiation, cognitive changes, and the lack of resistance with which I still live, almost seven years later." — Kathi Kolb. Follow her and visit "That is a marathon, not a sprint. When I was first diagnosed with breast cancer at stage 4 in February 2008, I was so obsessed with not showing evidence of disease and trying to do everything to ensure that, it made me feel like I somehow failed to have cancer. Now I know that I can really live with cancer and appreciate every day I am alive and feel good, and I still have hope for the future." - Tami Boehmer. Follow her and visit "I wish I had been better prepared for how I would feel when cancer treatment ended. I just assumed I picked up where I was gone and was going to follow me with my life as if the cancer had been nothing but a blip. I wish someone would have told me cancer doesn't end when treatment does. That after cancer, I would feel a mix of emotions, which would often confuse me and sadden me. Sometimes there may be a code of silence surrounding the sequelae of cancer treatment. We are expected to be happy and live with a renewed sense of purpose after cancer, but I struggled to make sense of things right now. My feelings of isolation and loneliness led me to set up my blog as a place to share with others what I wished I would have known about the end of the treatment." — Marie Ennis-O'Conner. Follow her and visit Are you living with cancer? What is a thing you want someone to tell you when you were diagnosed? Related stories Read this now OUR BRANDS

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